Mind Numbing Paper Cuts

I could change too
Swallow the bitter pill
And line up nicely against the wall
Fake the smile until it feels real
Shake hands and pretend to listen
Forget who I am

You must keep moving
Or you fall apart

Not sure where I really am
There is a fog here
And when confusion sets in
I grope around for something to hold onto
But I no longer have hands to grip
No longer have my own thoughts to think

If you no longer care
Could you fake it?