a gap between a blank stare and a sardonic grin

I'm extremely frustrated and confused at the moment and it mostly involves the piece of plastic that I talk into now and then that never seems to bring me what I want. I do love my drama and I'm probably just blowing things completely out of proportion...but I do feel like I'm being treated a bit unfairly considering the sacrifices I've made and the amount of time I've waited...I've done my best not to be inconsiderate...I guess I just expected the same in return.

In other news...the place where I spend most of my time is going to be torn down in around 90 days. The CTA has handed us our walking papers and we must make way for their new and approved tracks...that we'll no doubt have to pay more to travel on. I have no clue what will happen to me or what I will do...but I guess I never have really...guess I'll find out when it gets here.

I have to be at work in six and a half hours...my parents are coming to see me tonight...I'm leaving to play a show in Ohio on Sat. morning. STRESS I just wish there were a few things that I could know for certain...my brain doesn't function completely well sometimes...so pardon me while I go freak out.